Dear Diary,
Yes, I am gear upwardly inward my ways. I’m a Virgo in addition to hence, a perfectionist. There are some habits I volition never tolerate, some things I volition never try, some mistakes which I volition forever hatred in addition to some manners which I volition never approve of. And every fourth dimension I am disappointed inward someone, I present it. I’m distressing but I cannot reckon the the world through rose petals.
I guide maintain e'er expected likewise much from people some me. That’s because I aspect likewise much from myself. If I neglect to deliver, I never inquire it of anyone. If I hand it, my expectations increase. But people are non able to come across them, in addition to disappointment befalls. It’s similar a chain reaction. I acknowledge that I’m non an image of selflessness. If I don’t inquire for assist in addition to create my chore independently, I won’t hesitate to betoken this out to somebody who does in addition to who I’m non willing to help. It’s every bit unproblematic every bit that. Or perhaps not.
Man is a social animal. He needs interaction to live, he needs to brand mistakes, he needs to movement out of his iv walls in addition to allow people in. He may live smart, but he does empty-headed things. He may live hardworking, but he does brand blunders. He may live rigid but he does experience pain. He may live self-reliant but he does withdraw support. If he thinks he tin dismiss hold upwardly without help, he is wrong. I am wrong. Now I realize that existence a perfectionist doesn’t hateful I am perfect. I should convey it. I volition convey it.
